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Ugh getting so annoyed likeee ! If you’re gonna ask me to do something LET ME DO IT don’t do half and expect me to do the rest. That’s not how I roll. Like its getting so annoying I have to clean up your mistake. Goodness down here we have a way of doing things and its not helping if it takes us 20 times longer to do these thing. Just let me do it ! Honestly I am not in the mood today sooo let me do my thing or ill just let you do it and see how y’all can handle it cause I’m done.

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So I’m watching xfactor, but during commercials I watch toddlers and tiaras, foreeaal it makes me sick, like they have a age group from 0 - 18 months. What would be there talent ? They can’t even stand ? Likeee ridic ! And plus the moms look either really plastic, too much make up, over weight, can’t dress. Like these moms are clearly living in their daughters. And there was this one mom who whispered in her kids ear “we are on national tv, don’t make a fool out of me, don’t say no to me, there are cameras” clearly you’re all show. Omg I can not stress how much these “moms” teach their kids such craziness. Kids are ment to read books, not magazines ! Sooo disgusting ! On the side note xfactor is really good. I disagree with some of the singers, like some of them could wait a couple and come back. Ahh well I’m not one of the judges.

So I have a lot on my mind right now, so I’m gonna blog about it cause I’m gonna go crazy. First my older brother, which I haven’t seen in like 14 yrs, minus last year, is asking for a lot like if I could give it to you right at the moment I would give you the world but I can’t so you have to wait ! Then I delete my facebook cause creeps keep tryna add me or random people message me, I have pictures of kids on my fb so if they see that and try to look for me that’s messed up. Now a days people are messed up. Then my brother goes off and calls me selfish ? And not even to my face which hurts even more. At least if he called me selfish to my face I can say okay sorry for whatever. But behind my back ! Like if you want some from I’m def not gonna give anything to you for calling me that. Then he’s gonna go and try to message me saying love you sis, but he tells other people I’m selfish. No sorry byee. I don’t have one brother, another one won’t kill me. That got me really angry. Another problem is someone else real close wanted something from me too, but why would I give it to “them” if this person had my life until I was 21. I didn’t get to do anything in my teenage life because I was trapped. Now this person needs something from me, hecccckkk no. You can wait at least 4 yrs, be glad its only that. I should say 21 years but I have a damn heart. Right now my life is at a good spot but these people are just making me go down again. You can go down, I’m still holding on to the top. I’m done, tryna help the people that talk crap behind my back, I’m done tryna defend you, I’m done taking everyones crap. I’m good now, this made me realize I don’t need those kind of people so they aint gonna be a huge part of my life anymore. So thank you for showing your true colours now and making me see it.

So im looking through my emails, i found an email that was sent 02/04/2004, it was from a guy that i was totally hooked on, haha. and this is what he said :

”NERD

you said sum stuff might b tru
tell me wht is? oooo ya and ofcoarse venessa "adores"me who doesnt:Dlol

and ur not gunna call u ner do”

hahahahah ! thats sooo funny ! likeee the crap i use to say to a guy, hahaha. there is one thing i do regret, not calling this guy more enough as i wanted too, i guess cause he got around and i was scared of that. anywaysss, i found more juicy stuff. ill come baack :)

ps, i am dying from all these emails from these guys. they were a “ball” hahaha.